If I was immortal, I�d lose my mind
If I committed suicide, would that be unkind?
If I won the lottery, I�d go mad
If I died tomorrow, would it be so bad?
If I wrote a book, It would be a fantasy
If I went to heaven, you�d be in ecstacy

But I�m staying as I am,
You haven�t got the better of me.
I hate you for what you�ve done,
Blaming it all on me.

Inside you�re so confused,
By the voices in your head,
Contradicting your decision,
You might as well be dead.

If I was to complain, you wouldn�t care.
If I was to confess, would any body be there?
If I went insane, would it be a surprise?
If I actually tried, would there be a compromise?
If I changed my ways, would I still be on the shelf?
If I was nice to you, could I live with myself?

But I�m staying as I am,
You haven�t got the better of me.
I hate you for what you�ve done,
Blaming it all on me.

Inside you�re so confused,
By the voices in your head,
Contradicting your decision,
You might as well be dead.

You always think that you�re right,
But you�re always wrong.
You don�t care about the world,
Or what you�ve done.