I wanted you to know, you needed me to go away.
Its taken quite some time, I've come to terms and now, I'm fine.
You know I tried too hard, I know I can't go on.
So what can i do? I'll take my only chance.
To smash the things that stop me being me.
I just want you to see,
Everything around me,
They're causing a vacuum and I can't breathe.
Was it nothing I said,
Was it something left dead,
I'm looking for something which made you leave.
I just know by the way,
You tried not to say,
All the blame thats lies souly with me.
Well i'm trying to be,
Something that you won't see,
This thing that I am is simply me.
I've changed my life, but I still think of you.
I know in my heart. These things don't mean anything.
What do you care? I just wanted to share, my life.
So what can I do? I'll take my only chance.
To smash the things that stop me being me.